Me and the Caterpillar I
Year: 2021
Material/Technique: Acrylic, Panel, Jesso, Watercolor, Pastel, Guazh, Cloth, Staining, Chalk
Size: 36 × 20.3 cm
Edition: Unique
Signed:Not Included

About the Work
- Year
- 2021
- Material/Technique
- Acrylic, Panel, Jesso, Watercolor, Pastel, Guazh, Cloth, Staining, Chalk
- Size
- 36 × 20.3 cm
- Edition
- Unique
- Signed
- Not Included
- Frame
- Not Included
- Work Certificate
- Included
- Category
- Painting
- Style
- Conceptual, Half Abstraction, Everyday
Work Details
Me and the Caterpillar I is a work that begins with old photographs found in the artist’s family album and questions the very structure of painting itself. The images in these photographs depict people and events that certainly once existed, yet they are barely connected to the artist’s own memory. These are images that “remain as photographs, but not as memories,” and they form the starting point of this series.
In this work, a strong contrast is created between the “figure” at the center of the image and the frame-like “ground” surrounding it, painted in acrylic gouache. The fabric that serves as the support is dyed by the artist and treated with sizing to fix the drawing materials. The outlines that describe the forms are drawn with watercolor and crayon, leaving only the minimum amount of visual information on the surface.
This process reverses the conventional method by which a painting is built toward a finished image, allowing the unstable state of an image before it becomes fully determined to remain visible. Although the outlines are extracted from actual photographs, they do not explain specific narratives or emotions; instead, they function as traces of the ambiguous atmosphere that exists between memory and record.
Me and the Caterpillar I is an attempt to examine the distance between the self and the image through material and structure rather than representation, and it serves as the point of departure for the entire series.
Condition of the Work
This work was displayed indoors for an extended period after its completion in 2021. It currently shows fading, discoloration, and uneven coloration, particularly in the fabric at the center of the work. The prolonged display environment may have contributed to these changes over time.
The current-condition photographs and detailed close-up photographs shown here document the condition of the work as of August 2026. They are presented alongside archival photographs taken around the time the work was completed.
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Artist
Painter
Born in 1995 in Yokohama, Kanagawa, Japan, and raised in Iwakura, Aichi Prefecture, Kiichiro Kobayashi spent his childhood surrounded by fields and small animals. From an early age, he loved drawing and dreamed of becoming a painter who would one day hold solo exhibitions.In 2005, after experiencing school refusal triggered by bullying, he transferred to an elementary school in Nagoya. During this period, he encountered Buddha by Osamu Tezuka, which deepened his interest in artistic expression and spirituality.In 2007, he joined a live-in workshop at the studio of Buddhist sculptor Myoukei Matsumoto, where he learned fundamental techniques such as sculptural ornamentation. Although he once aspired to become a Buddhist sculptor, he chose to pursue a broader range of artistic expression through fine art.In 2011, he moved to Tokyo with his family and enrolled in the Fine Arts Course at Hoyu Gakuin High School (predecessor of TSA). While reflecting on differences in political views and systems of values, he became interested in how the same event can be perceived differently depending on one’s standpoint. At that time, his work focused on revealing hidden aspects of a single subject.In 2014, he entered Musashino Art University, Faculty of Art and Design, Department of Oil Painting. Alongside painting, he explored performance and mixed media. In 2015, he created a performance work, its documentation, and costume centered on the death of his older brother, and received a university award. Although he experimented beyond painting, he returned to it for his graduation project.In 2018, he completed Real Clothes I–III. Combining fabric dyed with pixel data extracted from photographs and images drawn from observation, he explored multiple aspects of a single subject as well as relationships among memory, perception, materials, and process. The method established through this project—using dyed fabric as a support and drawing directly onto it—became a foundation for his subsequent painting practice. His graduation work also led to an approach from a commercial gallery in Tokyo about joining its roster of artists. However, having already decided on another path, he chose instead to apprentice at a Buddhist painting and kirikane workshop, where he remained for several months.In 2020, while working at a call center, The Rooster was selected as a finalist for the 22nd Graphic “1_WALL.” Focusing on differences between human and avian color perception, the work examined how different perceivers experience different worlds.He held his first solo exhibition, Me and the Caterpillar, at SHINBI GALLERY in 2021, followed by Beautiful Gamers at Gallery Space Kurage in 2022.In 2023, he was diagnosed with schizophrenia and continued drawing throughout his hospitalization. Rather than treating this diagnosis as an explanation for his work, he regards it as an experience that fundamentally transformed his artistic thinking. Together with earlier experiences of conflicting perspectives in human relationships and his study of philosophy, it led him to shift his focus from exploring multiple aspects of a single reality to investigating how different experienced worlds emerge through different perceivers.Currently, through paintings—including works drawn on dyed fabric—as well as drawing and digital media, he draws on personal memories, dreams, and lived experiences to explore how meaning, judgment, and a sense of reality are formed. Through restrained lines and colors, material choices, and repetition, he gives visual form to worlds constituted through perception.
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《こばやしけむし》シリーズは、家族アルバムの中に残された「記憶にない写真」を起点に、絵画の構造や記憶の距離感を探る制作です。いただいたご支援は、シリーズの継続制作、作品の記録・アーカイブ、今後の展示準備のために大切に使わせていただきます。作品を通して生まれる小さなつながりが、次の表現へとつながれば嬉しいです。